study period? hmm. =)

a gush of blood rushed into me when i realized that the 2rd quarter exams are coming! oh my! I'm so pressured because I'm having a hard time in understanding chemistry and algebra. on the other hand, he's also having a hard time with soc. sci and chem. =) we've decided that having a group study can help reducing our stress. so, we did it. we planned to have it in his friend's house. :) he also invited some of his friends. they are also willing to listen to me and to Marta while we teach our students (him and Cj). =)) we had fun and so much laughter. haha! i never thought they're fun to be with. :)) of course I'm happy because I'm with him. ♥

first chapter ♥

we started as friends. we ended up as lovers. this fairytale started with nothing. it started with trash and sadness. he's a buddy of my boyfriend way way back, and I'm a broken-hearted girl, who insists loving his careless friend. i never thought it would be this way.
"Think of a break-up this way, you are one step closer to the one you're meant to be with,"
maybe the saying was right, I'm one step closer to the one I'm supposed to be with after my break-up with him. and I'm on my way to him.
the boy that will make my dull and gray life turn back into rainbows again. ♥
we've been through the easy and tough times. been through the smooth and rough roads, but still his love didn't change. not at all. :)
at first, i really don't like him. i still love my ex then, but with the efforts that he has shown me, eventually i learned to like him.
he courted me, not only once, not only twice, but thrice. but still i didn't care. i really just don't feel the way he feels about me. i can only see him as a friend, and never a lover. maybe it's hard for me to love him before because we've been close to each other. he's been the way to truth for me, he served as the light that i need when i was doomed those times. but suddenly i realized that i was already falling in love with him. and that's where it all started. ♥